I think sometimes - ok, maybe a lot of times - I live too much in the past. I try to re-live different, "perfect" moments again and again - most of the time by listening to the same music I did during that time.
Today, however, I realized that I need to stop that. I'm not the same girl I was last year, or the year before, and I'm not the girl I'll be next year - but I like who I am now and I need to start living in the now. So instead of focusing on what music I was addicted to two years ago, I'm going to start sharing music that I love, and speaks to me now. Starting this week.
I've changed a lot this year. Things that I used to love just aren't me anymore - and I'm ok with that. Sometimes it's been hard - I think sometimes my family still wishes I was the same as I had been before - but I like who I am and I can't change for anybody, even if I wanted to. I am who God made me, and I think I am finally finding what He wants me to do.
Well, I'm not gonna change in the La La Land machine
I will stay the same in the La La Land
Machine, machine, machine